Me Being Me...O yes! |
Over the years, many times, I've tried to take up the practice of meditation, but my mind appears to be too nimble to let the silence catch it napping. A retreat counselor once called my computer "quicksilver" in a not too complimentary context. I'd been drinking, you see...back in the day.
On my shelves sits a book entitled simply MEDITATION by Alan (you know who if you are my age) Watts. For awhile in Spokane, I went to the third floor of the Community Building on Main Street to meditate where a meditation room is open for drop-ins. I was able to sit quietly for up to 20 minutes. I tried to join a group, but the facilitator overwhelmed me in an unctuous tone with her desire to "help" me meditate. I have a problem with accepting help, don't you know?
This go round I've invested 60 bucks to attend 6 sessions (I think) of meditation at Clark College for mature learners. Well...I'm old, I don't know how mature. Two questions for the readers of this blog. What will happen if I listen to the silence of the inner George? How does George look when he pretends to meditate? How come there's so much shouting in there?
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